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2005/09/22

What’s My Philosophy? – Quiz

Filed under: General,Paganism and Spirituality — feyMorgaina @ 16:33

I took the quiz below (click on link for quiz). Apparently, I’m an existentialist… a what?! Funny, it’s much easier spelling that word than trying to pronounce it. So, I have to ask myself how can I be something I can’t even pronounce! Hahaha… Have to try that word a little slower…

What philosophy do you follow? (v1.03)
created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Existentialism. Your life is guided by the concept of Existentialism: You choose the meaning and purpose of your life.

“Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does.”

“It is up to you to give [life] a meaning.”

–Jean-Paul Sartre

“It is man’s natural sickness to believe that he possesses the Truth.”

–Blaise Pascal

Existentialism

95%

Hedonism

75%

Kantianism

60%

Nihilism

60%

Strong Egoism

55%

Utilitarianism

45%

Justice (Fairness)

40%

Divine Command

30%

Apathy

25%

2005/09/19

Sunekosuri – a Japanese Spirit

MM,

Okay, I really thought the sunekosuri was cute in The Great Yokai War, so I had to do a Google search for it. There is not much information about this interesting Japanese spirit creature, but I did manage to find some pictures. Apparently, sunekosuris do exist in Japan or are thought to exist.

Sunekosuri
Source: http://homepage2.nifty.com/neon/youkai/sunekosuri.jpg

Sunekosuri01
Source: http://www.timeup.ne.jp/ggg/bronze/sunekosuri.html

Sunekosuri02
Source: http://www.ne.jp/asahi/zoo/affe/tabi/2002kyusyu/0429/youkai/nakama/
sunekosuri.jpg

BB,
Cassandrah
Your local webmistress
Brigid’s Flame

2005/09/09

Web site update – a little bit on aikido

Filed under: General — feyMorgaina @ 16:06

MM,

I spent some time updating my website this past weekend (see below post). I have updated the martial arts section with two pages on aikido written by Nathan Simpson.

Please read the “Aikido” and “Aikido Essay” for more information on this very interesting and unique martial art.

BB,
Cassandrah
Your local webmistress
Brigid’s Flame

Art as Creative Expression

Filed under: General,Paganism and Spirituality — feyMorgaina @ 15:58

MM,

I finally had some time this past weekend to add some more stuff to my website. Notably, I have added some pages featuring my watercolour art.

I don’t consider my art to be great or anything like that, but I have been doing some watercolour now and again. (Read my web page, “Creative Expression for Spiritual Growth” for why I started doing art.) Now, I felt it was time to share what I’ve done. If you have any comments on any of my water colour pictures, please feel free to post a comment to this blog entry.

Cassandrah’s Art – Page One
(follow the links on the above web page for pages 2 and 3)

BB,
Cassandrah
Your local webmistress
Brigid’s Flame

2005/09/05

Do you like my blog and website?

Filed under: General — feyMorgaina @ 17:13

MM, dear Readers.

Do you like what I’ve been writing on my blog? Do you like my website? If you like either one and have a website and/or blog, please link to it! It would be very much appreciated and let me know how well I’m doing with Brigid’s Flame and Ecstatic Spiritualism (both life-long projects of mine). In addition, it allows me to know what kind of people are reading my site/blog.

At this time, I would like to thank those who are currently reading my blog and website and those who have already linked to my blog and website (in articles or list of links).

Thanks for the “unknown blessings already on the way” (from a pagan chant),
Cassandrah
Your local webmistress
Brigid’s Flame

2005/09/04

Training at Your Maximum Heart Rate, Building Muscle, and Losing fat

MM,

I was just reading a friend’s blog (you know who you are!) and it occurred to me, people may wonder how I am able to gain muscle mass yet still trim my body – is it really just genetics? Or am I just doing something right? It’s simple, really, it is.

First off, everyone should know about their maximum heart and why anyone should train at their maximum heart rate. The main reason is that training at your maximum heart rate means you are in great shape. (Elite athletes can train past their maximum heart rate, but I’ll get to that in a bit). If you can train at your maximum heart rate at a regular basis, over time your body will naturally tone itself and you will not only look, but most importantly, FEEL good inside. This is the key to staying healthy your whole life (also proper diet, but will get to that in a bit too).

How does one train at their maximum heart rate? First, you need to find out what is your maximum. There are some standard calculations for this. This is a good online calculator – http://www.stevenscreek.com/goodies/hr.shtml. Once you figure out your maximum heart rate (for example, mine works out to 195), you can easily adjust the intensity of your cardio workout. Intensity of your workout is stated as a percentage of your maximum heart rate (100% being at your maximum heart rate). Your target heart rate zone is between 55% and 100% of your maximum. When exercising, it is ideal to reach this zone. Over time, you can increase the intensity of your workout until you are training at your maximum heart rate. Elites athletes can train past their maximum heart rate (over 100%) because they have trained consistently and built up to that level of training. It is highly recommended that people just starting to exercise build up gradually and not try to push their heart too much too soon (going past 100%). Here is a good article on intensity of exercise – http://www.goaskalice.columbia.edu/1973.html As stated the calculations for maximum heart rate are guidelines for purposes of determining intensity of exercise, which is why elite athletes and some people can go beyond 100% of maximum heart rate. (I’m pretty sure I train at 100% or more of my maximum heart rate. An easy 10 minutes of cardio at the gym has shown me going past 195.)

Many people exercise for the wrong reasons. Many people exercise because they want to “lose weight” – bad reason. People should know that muscle weighs more than fatty tissue. So, when people lose weight, are they sure they are losing the right weight?? Often not, which is why most weight loss programs don’t work. Approaching exercise with the objective of losing weight is frankly just the wrong focus. (Throw away the scale if you have to!) Then, there are those who exercise because they want to look good, nothing terribly wrong with that. We all want to look good, but there’s a point between a normal desire to look good and narcissistic obssession. Exercise because it’s guaranteed to make you FEEL better inside and about yourself. Exercise is about health, plain and simple. Looking good just happens to come with a proper fitness regimen, like having your cake and eating it too. (Oh, and please don’t have too many of those. Bad idea, if you aren’t in top shape yet!)

So now, what should be the focus of your exercise regimen. Primarily, to stay healthy and fit. This means body toning and building up cardio, and this can be quite easy if you know what you are doing and are patient. Body toning will come naturally with a regular (try at least 3 times a week or more) intense (training at your maximum heart rate) cardio workout, a proper weight training program, and TIME (it took me about a year after surgery on my knee and physiotherapy to get back to the level I was at before I hurt it and now I’m actually stronger than I was pre-surgery). Ultimately, to get in shape and to stay in shape, one has to keep at it on a regular basis and be willing to “go hard or go home” (to be frank). Trust me this does work. Try what I suggest for a year and see what the results are, but you really have to keep it up and don’t be afraid to increase the intensity of your cardio workout when it gets too easy. A proper workout should never be TOO easy and you should always feel just slightly tired, but energized after a good workout.

Let’s get back to that issue about muscle and fat weight. As stated, muscle weighs more than fat, so when one is properly exercising and weight training chances are you won’t be losing alot of weight. In fact, you’ll gain it. BUT this is GOOD! If you’ve been doing a proper fitness regimen, you should be gaining muscle weight and dropping the fatty tissue. But there’s more to staying healthy than just exercise.

For those of you who are concerned you aren’t losing the fat and aren’t quite getting the body toning you want, you need to get beyond the exercise regimen and also look at your diet. Now, just because I said “diet”, don’t go rushing off cutting out those carbohydrates (besides I’m talking about nutrition here), you need them to help you work out, carbs help fuel your body when exercising. Here’s an article, http://healing.about.com/cs/uc_directory/a/fatlosscoach.htm, that confirms what I always suspected, those carbs are great for you! You do not need to eliminate carbs, just manage them. The article above suggests doing what I normally do (because I’ve been listening to my body), which is to reduce the amount of carbs on my non-exercise days and increase it on the exercise days. Alternatively, I also could have carbs the night before and then exercise the next day feeling great (this is what some taekwondo athletes do for a competition, eat carbohydrates the night before and then they are kicking at their fastest the next day). Basically, the article is stating that a low-carb diet is NOT what your body needs with exercise. “The end result (of a low-carb diet with exercise) is increased muscle fatigue, decreased muscle power, which leads to poor athletic performance.” If anything, your body will need carbohydrates (to fuel your body for exercising). After exercising, your body will need protein to help rebuild your muscles. As for fat, it’s really the saturated fat you have to worry about. Unsaturated fats don’t harm you. Regarding calories, you need those too. Remember calories are just how we measure energy. You need energy to exercise. The problem some people might be having is that the calorie intake is higher than the calorie burning, so the body starts storing the extra calories. Overall, I suggest not worrying about calories (i.e., counting them), because you will burn them if you are exercising to the point where you feel slightly tired. Besides, if you exercise regularly some calories stored up one day can be used the next day. So, what about your diet (still talking about nutrition here)? Well, for one thing, keep it balanced and make sure your body IS getting what it NEEDS. This means no eliminating of any important nutrients, especially carbohydrates and protein. The other thing to keep in mind too is to keep your diet the same, changing your diet constantly is guaranteed to confuse your body. Once you start getting balanced nutrition, maintain it – just like you maintain your exercise regimen. It’s easy, once you get used to it. Your body tells you what to eat.

Okay, so how is it that I manage to gain muscle weight and still trim my body? I exercise regularly at my maximum heart rate (or higher), follow a proper weight training routine, eat what my body tells me I need and ensure I get balanced nutrition. Perhaps a small part of it is genetics, but frankly I got the bad end of that deal because I need to take vitamins regularly to maintain my health. I just can’t eat enough in one day to ensure I get all my nutrients (my stomach is only so big).

See, I said it was simple.

BB,
Cassandrah
Your local webmistress
Brigid’s Flame

Toronto International Film Festival – my movie picks this year

Filed under: General,TV, Movies, and Music - Reviews — feyMorgaina @ 02:18

MM,

After about a day and a half of deliberating, I finally decided on the 5 movies I’m going to see this year (with input from Nathan though as he’s going with me to all the movies).

Before I get to that list though, here is the full list of movies I wanted to see out of the 335 movies at the Festival.

The Myth (Jackie Chan’s new flick; a Gala this year)
Drawing Restraint 9 (part of the Drawing Restraint Project, see http://www.kanazawa21.jp/barney/e/ for more information)
Duelist
Tim Burton’s Corpse Bride
Kiss Kiss Bang Bang
The Great Yokai War
Lie With Me
3 Times
Everlasting Regret
Seven Swords

Nanook of the North (will be an interesting experience; movie is a silent film but accompanied by live Inuit Throat Singers)
Eve and the Fire Horse (I have a feeling the child actors are what makes this movie work; it is directed by Julia Kwan, a Chinese Canadian director, and the movie is her first feature film having only done short films previously)
Sunflower (probably a marvelously filmed drama; the time period of the movie should be interesting alone)
October 17, 1961 (about the Algerian War of Independence)
Shanghai Dreams (apparently did extremely well at the Cannes this year; the movie is produced by Jackie Chan’s production company)
Dreaming of Space
Viva Cuba
Mother of Mine
The President’s Last Bang
(a controversial Korean film about the assassination of the Korean President in 1979)
Dreaming Lhasa
Dam Street
7 Virgins
(reminds me of Boyz in the Hood which starred Cuba Gooding Jr., except this features Spanish teens)
The Masseur
Water
(this movie is the opening Gala this year; I have to see the other two films, Fire and Earth, first)
Wallace and Grommit – The Curse of the Were-Rabbit (okay, I heard lots about these two characters and am curious to see them on screen; another Gala movie)
Revolver (if you like actor Jason Statham or director Guy Ritchie, you’ll probably want to see it; also a Gala movie)

There were a few documentaries I thought might be interesting to watch:

The Giant Buddhas (a documentary surrounding the destroyed giant Buddha statues)
Into Great Silence (a documentary on Carthusian monastery life)
Short Cuts Programme 5: Genre Redux (9 short films that “reinvent genre designations”)
Wavelengths Programme 4 (features the short films Aerial, Half-moon for Margaret,
and India; it seems to be filmed as sort of an enlightenment view of the world around us)

There are always movies at the film festival that are sure to be released soon. That was the case with some of the movies above and seeing as I can wait for some of these, I decided to not waste an expensive Film Festival ticket on them. These were Tim Burton’s Corpse Bride and Kiss Kiss, Bang Bang. Tim Burton’s Corpse Bride is being released September 23, not too long after the closing of the Film Festival and Kiss Kiss Bang Bang is said to be released in October. Revolver is likely to be released but there is no date yet. Wallace and Grommit: The Curse of the Were-Rabbit will be released in October as well.

Now, for the final list.

The Myth (as it’s a Gala, we’re hoping to get tickets to the second showing)
Duelist
Drawing Restraint 9
The Great Yokai War
Nanook of the North

The Myth is slated to be released in China soon after the Film Festival, but there is as yet no North American release date. For that reason and because I can’t wait to see this new Jackie Chan flick, I decided I wanted to see it at the Festival (plus there’s a rumour Jackie Chan is coming to Toronto, so maybe he’ll show up at both screenings, who knows).

There were many good movies on the list above that I still want to see, so I’m hoping they do really well at the Festival anyway and maybe I’ll get to see them later. I’d really like to see Eve and the Fire Horse and Sunflower, so here’s hoping they wow the audience. There were also some movies I sort of wanted to see but weren’t sure about that I have not mentioned.

Anyway, those were my selections. Anyone interested in the Film Festival should definitely check some of the movies out.

I’m still waiting to pick up my movie tickets. Then I’ll know for sure what movies I’m seeing.

(For movie descriptions and more information, please go to the Toronto International Film Festival website. You can order single tickets online starting September 7.)

BB,
Cassandrah
Your local webmistress
Brigid’s Flame

2005/08/31

Film Festival Time Again

Well, it’s time again. Soon, the streets of Toronto will be buzzing about the latest films at the Toronto International Film Festival.

Each year I try to go. Last year, I only had time to see two movies – a documentary and a martial arts film (Kung Fu Hustle starred and directed by Stephen Chow). This year, Nathan and I bought 10 coupons in advance so we get to pick 5 movies to see and get advance tickets. I still have to pick my movies though. Somehow, Nathan and I will decide on which 5 to see. So far, I know we’re going to see Jackie Chan’s new flick, The Myth, which is a move away from his usual slapstick comedic martial arts. That’s not to say that he won’t be doing some serious fighting, I’m sure we’re still going to see some amazing Jackie Chan moves.

Aside from Jackie Chan’s new movie, I still have to determine what other movies might be interesting. I need to go through the Programme Book and read through the film descriptions. As I’m not quite as fast a reader as Nathan, this will probably take me some time so I don’t expect to have picked my first draft of movies until later this afternoon or later tonight.

For those who have yet to experience the Film Festival, below is a review I wrote on the documentary I saw last year at the Festival – perhaps it might inspire people to check out the Festival this year (and the documentary, if it’s available). The movie was called Scared Sacred and was directed by Velcrow Ripper. I originally posted this review on a previous message board I started and wanted to post it here. The message I discuss in the review is extremely relevent to this website and in many ways has helped push me to get the website up.

September 16, 2004 8:01 p.m.

Scared Sacred by Velcrow Ripper

“Breathe in suffering, breathe out compassion”

The above is a Buddhist philosophical concept, but in the documentary
Scared Sacred by Velcrow Ripper, it becomes a survival technique.

Each year, I go to the Toronto International Film Festival to
experience something different than what is normally dished out from
Hollywood. This year, I was quite amazed by the documentary, Scared
Sacred. Perhaps it is because it falls in line with a view I’ve held
the past few years and each year that view grows stronger. The movie
sparks inside me the sense of urgency that the world is in danger, it
is suffering, and long in need of healing. Ripper seems to feel as I
do that the time is now for US to make changes in the world, to take a
stand and say what needs to be said.

The documentary is a summary of the travels of the director, Velcrow
Ripper, in an attempt to find and encapsulate some sense of hope, if
it exists, for the world. Ripper does what not many individuals would
dare do – he visits various sites of disasters. In the darkest
shadow, perhaps we may find some sense of hope, a gleam in the
darkness shining out for us to reach for, something to hold onto that
says that perhaps there is an end to all the cruelty and suffering of
this world.

This sense of hope appears to Ripper and to the audience in various
forms – from a doctor in Bhopal, India setting up a medical practice
for survivors of the Union Carbide disaster; a musician in Afghanistan
finally having the freedom to play again; an Afghani woman exiled in
Pakistan fighting for women’s freedom, a young woman dressed as an
angel in New York City, and finally an Israeli father, who vows NOT to
seek revenge for the slaying of his 14-year-old daughter.

Along the way, some messages stay clear in my mind. First, is the
artist in Bosnia, who is still living in the same apartment as that
day when the bombs first fell, who says that it is her work, her art
that has helped her survive. It is in the mind, she states, where
freedom lies. Later, toward the end, the Israeli father of the slain
14-year-old states that he has a choice in how to react to his
daughter’s death. Does he go out and take revenge for her death as is
so common around him? Does this ease his pain? Or does he instead
find compassion and continue to say his story and tell of his pain and
therefore, hope that others will listen, not just hear, but listen and
understand? It’s obvious he has chosen the latter. The message here
is that ultimately true freedom is in our mind and in the choice of
how to respond and react to a disaster, a crisis, a personal tragedy.

In this world, for some it may seem there is no choice but to take
revenge, but yet there are some who still feel the freedom of making
the choice. Is there something that makes these individuals stand out
from those who feel there is no choice? Perhaps. Perhaps there is
something that makes a person naturally resilient to tragedy and
disaster. Perhaps only certain people are meant to carry the hope in
the world. Perhaps only certain people are meant to understand what
it means to truly feel compassion.

Ultimately, someone will ask why I would watch such a movie. Maybe
just like Ripper, I need to see if there is some hope in this world of
suffering and cruelty. In some way, I’m still uncertain. Perhaps the
only hope left is what is carried in my heart. But then again, Ripper
did make this movie. His documentary has an important message to say.
So I am not alone with this hope of mine.

I must commend Velcrow Ripper for this documentary – not just for
making it but for deciding to make it and visit those people and
places.

Hopefully, more people will see this documentary and hear the message.
As Ripper said during the Q&A after the screening, there is a sense
of urgency in the world. I agree, the urgency is there. But also,
more people are needed to respond to it. “…Breathe out compassion”
We need it to survive.

Hope you enjoyed the review. Got the message I hope.

Cassandrah
Your local webmistress
Brigid’s Flame

2005/08/21

Gumdo test – a new yellow belt for me

I got my yellow belt in gumdo on Friday. Yay! Read the post below for more details on my test.

Cassandrah
Your local webmistress
Brigid’s Flame

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